the one that always has just the right comeback

john9221 · Wysłany: Śro 18:29, 16 Mar 2011

yilai:
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of course I feel like no one knows me, I don't even know me. I have spent my whole life trying to 'fit' in [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], who knows who I really am. I can remember being very young looking at others, trying to copy their every move because I figured that if I were like them I would fit in [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], have friends, be liked.............be happy. Well let me tell you, it doesn't work. Believe me, I have tried. Anything to just be like that one person. You know, the one that always has just the right comeback, wears the right clothes, has lots of friends.You hope theywill talk to you [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], let you hang out with them, hell you'd even settle for letting them let you follow them around just so you can watch them and take mental notes. Then that one person turns into everyone because everyone to you looks happy. SoI finally figure out thatI am who I am, that's it.Pretending toBE, has just become what I am. I pretend to be happy, content. Pretend to get that joke,understand what is going on around me. Pretend to love, feel things. Pretend to be me. who am I? Know one really knows.