losing my temper with Ivan the coachman

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tell her.' But at the moment he was about to speak, she began speaking.
`Kostia [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]! Do something for me,' she said; `go into the corner room and see if they've made it all ready for Sergei Ivanovich. I can't very well. See if they've put the new washstand in it.'
`Very well, I'll go directly,' said Levin, standing up and kissing her.
`No [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I'd better not speak of it,' he thought, when she had gone in before him. `It is a secret for me alone, of vital importance for me, and not to be put into words.
`This new feeling has not changed me [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], has not made me happy and enlightened all of a sudden, as I had dreamed, just like the feeling for my child. There was no surprise in this either. Whether it is faith or not - I don't know what it is - but this feeling has come just as imperceptibly through suffering, and has taken firm root in my soul.
`I shall go on in the same way, losing my temper with Ivan the coachman, falling into angry discussions, expressing my opinions tactlessly; there will be still the same wall between the holy of holies of my soul and other people, even my wife; I shall still go on scolding her for my own fright and being remorseful for it; I shall still be as unable to understand with my reason why I pray, and I shall still go on praying; but my life