mbt schoenen To love me ungrateful _3434

lin06900 · Wysłany: Śro 6:24, 30 Mar 2011

I am ungrateful for love

If you loved too deep, you have stress?
I have.
I think more than once, in front of this love is not love.
, of course, I was loved. Girlfriend of my obsession.
I do not know is touched or really love her,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], when the heart is always relative to each eye sour.
I define my love, not romantic warmth, and no imaginative stimulation, that is the way unwittingly continued.

Today is the birthday of his girlfriend. This is a mind has the date printed on the sign.
want to send a gift to her, or ask her to watch a movie, or eat a big meal, you can then poked my weakness - money
I beat his own head, that made thousands of times the action seems to be exaggerated a bit. What can you do? I asked myself.
I can not do anything, if the waste was a bit flattering as yourself.
I dreamed of luxury,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], dreams have a baby to have the right to dream, the dream had a statement may be only a dream, maybe I would like to sleep dreaming is a way of escape.
it when their own, there is a pain I love I do not mind I support my girlfriend, ah, should I give her.
bed I fell asleep.

Jingjing has been waking up when I entered the room, still pretending to sleep, I close my eyes tightly.
I pretended difficulty
opened his eyes and muttered that the sound is.
Jingjing touched his hand, laughing.

Jingjing shook his head, gently Hey a cry, though this soon, but I listen to the true light and true.

Maybe I was performing really like shameless, but God knows how my heart pain.

instant end to my eyes, thick steam blurred Jingjing pretty face.

I stare at it all,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], unaware of the previous ... ...
think it was three years ago today, I took my own The painting went to the city's exhibition. I never thought confidently face irony and ridicule in the eyes, but these are chosen to happen to me.

gently opened my paintings, when I see the proud head almost carried to the location of day while big ears laugh.

I suddenly looked down, startled mouse droppings on the picture of my pupil. At that time the feeling is not to drill to sew, but want to turn into an air immediately evaporate, never to see the person ... ...
it became the least successful day of exhibition scene, an arrogant young people to love art exhibited stained with rat feces in the picture, I do not know is an insult to their own or intend to insult art.
I do not know how to return home, to speak, the self-esteem has been torn to pieces, and that the pursuit of art wild, eager to be long to be recognized in smoke, I destroyed to the unruly dirty what the ... ...

who do not know how long, I guess two days later, the door bell again and again in the house think of.
I do not open the door, even if it is the teacher came and I refused to see him.

I suddenly stood up, the teacher has really come. Could not see him, I was his only disciple of four years, I do not live up to expectations, I suffered a crushing defeat, lost in the bizarre one thing.

teacher red eyes, like crying, in fact, it is urgent. Suddenly I turned around, then fell back on the bed look.

I hung my head does not move, tears welled eyes.

girl forced to seize the teacher's hands, desperately shaking, ; the teacher's hand stopped in mid-air above their heads, twisted his face looked daggers at me, he did not take long duration of the soft down.
teachers do on a chair,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], his hand

Teacher has received, is disappointed in me, ah, who is also disappointed with Canada into despair, regret ah!
This is the jealous one,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], is also a helpless look.

teacher did not eat, it is the result of angry with me, I foolishly looked at the teacher.

teacher looked at me coldly, angrily snorted.
Jingjing toward the direction of my finger into the kitchen, I watched her, because I did not dare look back at the teacher's eyes.

instant noodles came, scented, and I eat a lot of teachers because the teacher in front of me never again to vulnerable .
teacher is gone, Jingjing left, she slowly finishing with this messy room is limited, normally a dirty room look clean and neat, and no longer no musty children, never a rat feces ... ...
I stare at the Jingjing, a round face that seems childish disappeared, a pair of thick black eyebrows big black eyes kept blinking, a straight nose with a full red lips, this is simply a bit too pretty outrageous.

Jingjing I chatted up, as is she could stay for a while.
Jingjing not meant to go, and finally sat down, and she squinted at me and whispered: I can not get in love with you, and now I can finally close to you, allow me to love you? the man reflected.
people say that art is simple and can be before she is an outstanding art paintings? I have no reason not to keep her.
may be brutal attack that night, I hold my Shimei ... ...

recovered, I looked up Jingjing carrying instant noodles, said: I also deliberately blowing a little bowl of soup.

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